Poetry

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What is this page about? I'll be posting some of the stuff that I have written. Please don't Steal My Work. It's My Thoughts. Besides Some Of It Might Suck.
In Relation To Love And Pain That Follows Gratitude How do I begin expressing my gratitude? Nothing I’ve done measures up to the vivid, even the subtle love you bestowed I’m privileged, Yet I’ve taken you for granted God forbid I ever loose you Those sleepless nights Those crude awakenings, when you weren’t beside me Those flooding tears, clouding my vision And my lonely heart that became a stone Years have passed and you’re still my shining star I once detested you for entering my life I felt the pain I endured outweighed the love you showed I was wrong Where would I be, if I didn’t have you? From the day I met you, up until today, every success ties to you And every failure beckons you So, today I thank God for being blessed with you By: Javeria Moughal A Broken Heart You pledged to love me more than anyone Yet you instilled countless pain You crushed me Imprudently, I still try to understand your decision Yet, the fact remains You wounded me And these wounds will never mend I'm angry with you for that Regardless my heart still beckons for you By: Javeria Moughal A feeble heart I lost you years ago, Yet, my heart can't stop beckoning to you Will my heart hold on to you forever? I know that there's nothing I can do to make you love me again Even if you could see how much I love you and need you You still won't change your mind So why can't I forget you and move on? Why is my heart so weak and stubborn? By: Javeria Moughal A Fool In Love I feel like a fool in love My struggle and dedication was useless My feelings, and my agony don't even matter Why am I the world's hero? And the world is ever so selfish? By: Javeria Moughal Come Back To Me Love Come back to me love Cherish me again love I'm weak without you love Protect me from the evil world love They are out to get me love Please don't ignore me, my love Forgive me, if I made you leave love I'm not the same without you love Life is a misery without you love Please, be mine again love Don't ever leave me or lose me again love By: Javeria Moughal Don't Don't tell me that you love me Please don't even attempt to help me now I'm not interested in your pity I recall- you tried helping me, a lifetime before And ended up burning me with never-ending pain So, how can you help me with my new, trivial pains? When the main pain you caused, didn't even begin to heal? By: Javeria Moughal I Understand I know that you didn't mean to hurt me I'm sure you meant well You just wanted to lend me a hand But you ended up needing my assistance You wanted me to love you The way that you claimed that you loved me I told you I can't- I won't I don't believe you or your words But your persuasion and conditioning made me love you You now know that it was wrong Trust me, I understand that notion By: Javeria Moughal If you could ...... If you could be in my heart for a moment And feel all the love that I have for you Will you be amused or will you discard it? If you could be in my heart for a moment And feel all the struggle that I been through for you Will you appreciate it or will you be inconsiderate? If you could be in my heart for a moment And feel all the agony that you caused Will you be sympathetic or will you be thrilled? If you could be in my heart for a moment And feel how my life is lifeless without you Will you love me again or will you leave me in this sorrow? By: Javeria Moughal Love My love for you is so intense It's so old and still so dynamic It's more than a desire, Maybe a need, Which occupies my time And clings to my thoughts and dreams Trust my words, when I say, "I've never loved anyone this way" And know what I know, that, "No one will ever love you this way" So tease me not, And accept my offer For as much as a blessing my love will bring to you, It would bring me even more delight, To be gifted to love you, and Embrace you. By: Javeria Moughal Love Won't Impede I loved you the way you wanted me to I been through thick and thin for you Yet you still deserted me so un-heartedly Nonetheless I can't stop loving you I plead for another chance And request you to be mine again And I'll love you all over again By: Javeria Moughal Mortal Agony How do I express my grief? How do I kill this pain? My depression is killing me slowly Will I be saved? Or will it be too late? I don't think I can make it I know I can't take it It's out of my hands It's not in my reach I see no joy I feel so much more pain This is my life now What a misery indeed Is this agony, what I deserve? Maybe from God, I do But not from you All I ever did was love you Was that my innocent mistake? By: Javeria Moughal PAINFUL YEARNING Why did it have to be this way? Why do I feel this pain? I mourn for my love each day. But my love has deceived me. I made it hard for him to love me. I pushed him away every time. But he didn't give up. He insisted; and than owned me. I became restless and blind in love. I loved him more with each breath. I imagined myself dead, before I could even think about living without him. Yet, as much as I denied it, that day had to come. He left me so suddenly. He carved scar in my heart, that won't stop bleeding. I miss him; and I need him more than ever. So why won't he subdue this agony and return to me forever? By: Javeria Moughal You're my everything You're my love You're my life You're my hope You're my mistake You're my joy You're my pain You're my light You're my strength You're my sight You're my fight You're my right You're my weakness You're my wish You're my need You're my thoughts You're my dreams You're my worries You're my blessing You're my punishment You're my everything By: Javeria Moughal Don't Love Me Don't love me I'm not worthy of anyone's love Ask the first person that I loved, He didn't even recognize my love Better yet, ask the first person that tried loving me, He even eventually abandoned me Learn from them and stay away, It's useless to waste to your time on me And cause my hard heart, any new unnecessary sorrow By: Javeria Moughal An Insignificant Being Once in denial, Today I don't blame you for neglecting me I should be grateful for the pity you once bravely expressed I'm finally able to comprehend that I'm insignificant I'm a clear disgrace to you and mankind Why didn't I see this before? With difficulty today, I see myself through your eyes And humiliated, I realize, I'm not even worth any mercy, than alone love So ashamed, I regret ever wanting to attain you or anyone else Alas, I wish to veil myself, my hideous appearance from you and the isolated world By: Javeria Moughal Naive I've proved myself naive I put my trust in a stranger Why couldn't I be like the rest, and just play your game? Regardless, if they just became acquainted with you or they've known you a while They still managed to know and play you're game instantly The world warned me and I still thought that I was right Why didn't I see, what they saw? Why did I have to be true from the heart? By: Javeria Moughal
In Relation To Now = "Life" - People & Misery A Corrupt Place I hate this place. I hate this hellhole. What is this place? What are its standards? It was built for a good purpose. Yet no one sees that purpose. It's the opposite of what it should be. It's corrupt in everyway No one has stood up to change this place. There is no effort, so how can there be any improvement. It was developed and everyone had high hopes. It was meant to be a sanctuary not an aristocracy. It was an opportunity for everyone to be united; yet it was contradicted. I came to this place and I trusted everyone. That, however, was my biggest mistake. What can I say, I was naive. Those who inhabit this place lack respect, morals, integrity, and ethics. I turn to every corner for help. I cried tears of blood. Yet, there are no rescuers, there are no heroes. I ask myself, "Is this it?" "Is there no hope?" Aah' there is hope. I can't give up. I must accomplish the mission that was sent forth. I'm not alone; there are few like me. We will get together and make a difference. We will unite. BY: Javeria Moughal Life's Troubles Life is difficult Unfortunately, it's not an assurance I know you'e hurt, And I sympathize with your pain But at times like these we become vulnerable And we indulge our minds to the extremes We forget the good times and recall all the bad times Than we remember our mistakes, And rationalize it by thinking maybe its what we deserve What needs to be done is to accept our destiny And try our best to change the wrongs, to fix our troubles You may think you'e alone But that' not the case These are the times to turn to your Lord And beg for His forgiveness and mercy, for He is the Most Forgiving and the Most Merciful This is a test, and maybe an opportunity to turn to your Lord I know you'e strong and able, though you may deny it Just relax and take things with time By: Javeria Moughal Tired Of Life I can't take it anymore I'm sick of life I'm sick of it all Why do I have to face this burden? The frustration is killing me I'm too annoyed, I'm too weak and emotional I can't stand my heart I can't face my obstacles I can't undo my mistakes I can't forget the past I see no hope I want to end it all To top it all of, I wish I was never born By: Javeria Moughal Typical Man Listen to me "typical man" And listen well I see you hear and I see you there But I must say I'm disgusted It's sad to know that someone as pitiful as you exists You think your fine You think your fly I heard your lines And I heard your lies She didn't know- But guess what? I know your game You're a user slash abuser You're a player slash a pimp She was innocent and naive You took advantage of that You lied to her You cheated on her with someone else You told her you loved her and you said you always would She believed you typical man She took you for who you were "typical man" You told her that you cared about her And she fell for the trap You comforted her with sweet talks and warm hugs But you didn't love her You just used her She left her family and friends for you "typical man" She went to the far end for you She defended you, when people badmouthed you She cherished every moment that she spent with you It's sad, she thought she had "love" for good You were her first and she thought you would be her last Not to worry though It was a lesson well learned Simply put, "typical man," I don't want you And I don't need you I'm not her I won't fall for your schemes There's nothing impressive about you There's no need for trash When we can get class!!! By: Javeria Moughal "Muslim Massacre" Innocent people are being killed. Young lives are brutally taken away. A woman just became a widow, because an evil being just killed her husband. An innocent child was just murdered in front of his parents. The mother begged for mercy, while the father tried to stop the army. But it was too late; the bullets were put into the fifteen- inch body. The poor brothers and sisters just became orphans, because the unfortunate parents were stabbed to death. Another family has just passed away, because it was prohibited food and water for many days. The deceased were just buried, because the small town was bombarded with missiles from the air. So is there any hope? Will this pain ever stop? Will this tragedy ever end? Can't you hear the painful cries? Don't you see them in search for food and water? Why are they the victims? Why have they become the prey? By: Javeria Moughal The World And I It's me against the world now I'm the odd person Surrounded with love, lust, hate, misery, confusion, boredom, annoyance, oppression, desires, negligence, depression, loneness and happiness Just like anyone else, all the above I felt Still, I'm not one of them I'm unique and more enlightened in it's own sense Once a part, I'm now an outcast Thus, I observe the world from afar I can't express my feelings and emotions to anyone So now I write- With my blood, I wish to write my emotions - So I can render my writings(emotions)- genuine True from my heart, I stayed with everyone Slowly, with no good apparent reason, the selfish world has turned against me It made me weep and it fumed anger inside me Hiding all this I fought till the end Now, Alas, I care no more By: Javeria Moughal A crushed hero Why is everyone coming to me for help? Do I have written "a therapist for you" on my back? I'm a different person now, I'm sick of putting everyone else before me How do you expect me to help you, when I can't even help myself? Is it too hard to understand that I have a life of my own too? Nah I'm not asking you for help No one can help me I don't intend to be mean But I don't owe you anything Don't expect me to rescue you Give me time, and let me relax for a bit By: Javeria Moughal Deviated Friends They once were the best of friends Today they are perfect strangers They were once able to be themselves with each other Today they can't even be comfortable in each others presence They once knew every vague detail about each other Today they don't even know the minor or the major detail They were once concerned about each other more than anyone Today they could care less They once fought the world to be together Today they are better of alone than with each other They used to talk all day and night Today they barely say "hello" to one another By: Javeria Moughal Prayer Lord, grant me, your wicked slave, Your Mercy Forgive me for my mistakes Lord Lord, I only had the best of intentions I didn't expect it to go this far Lord Lord, help me with my agony, Even though this is what I deserve Lord Lord, I admit I was wrong Purify me Lord Lord, make me peaceful again Come into my heart, and stay there, Lord Lord, I want my heart to be your place alone I'm grateful for this life Lord Lord, I have no choice but to take the good and the bad Please run to me Lord Lord I am and always will be in your desperate need By: Javeria Moughal
In Relation To What Comes After Life = "Death" Death Just yesterday, I was laughing pretending to be enjoying life I was weeping, trying to forget my past I was sinning, wanting to be free I was worshiping, wishing to attain peace I was planning, hoping for a better future And than your fear haunted me in the midst of the night Possessing a special place in my heart Which devastates me for the rest of my life Thinking, in the next moment I just might be yours I long to stop you from now, because I'm not ready I don't think I'll ever be How horrifying would that dreaded moment be? You'll move slowly, but ever so painfully- from my cold feet to the last breath in my throat And I'll be incapable to say the last words a saint would say I'll be hoping for an end And God will say it's just the beginning The Angels will follow His commands and lead me to the torment of the grave By: Javeria Moughal Heinous Death I die I die the most hideous death The angel comes to me in anger and rips out my miserable soul Sweating, terrified, and furious- I cry Society ruthlessly watched my life as I been through distress Today the world ridicules me, an insignificant being, suffering the agony of the evil death My body lay's corpse, black and red Not one being feels sympathetic while watching such "terrible disgrace" A few dare and clean my worthless body Hardly anyone comes to see me, the monster in white On most funeral occasions, the deceased- loved ones- are lavishly wept for Today not a single tear is shed for me, an old outcast of the world, a victim of death The most evil beings feel proud, and the saints of this world could careless for the taking place of this event I'm recklessly being thrown in a deep pit, getting covered with dirt on my horrifying body All is gone, as I stay and face my worst misery My grave so tight, that my ribs come together and collapse The fire burns me with infinity degree burn The cruel hideous creatures come and scare me with their horrifying faces, I think this is it- until they start to bite I cry, I cry, though I know no one can hear me shriek, not that they could or even care to save me By: Javeria Moughal